Dear blogger,
Today was a day full of delight.
Turning myself into a partnerless person, enjoying the single life.
It was crazy that I spent money on my foot- pedicure.
But it was nice and I enjoy the service,even it is quite expensive, but I give myself a chance to think,
"Let's take a short break, sometimes its good to break the rules."
I can't be the obedient girl all the time.
To be obedient, I oppose my own will all the time.
I follow other's thinking, do as what they wish.
There is only one reason why I am doing these,
I don't want to be abandoned.
I scare to be left behind.
I live my life as usual today.
I still miss him,
feeling wanna give him a message,
feeling wanna talk to him,
all the feel I have now, is just miss.
At the same time, I am afraid.
I don't want to disturb him since he is so busy.
I don't want to be ignored again and again like a clown.
I don want to be hurt and in the end my heart broke like a glass.
By the way, how are you today?
Everything goes well?
Something to tell,
I miss you so much.
